The Turkey Holiday weekend!

Oh boy1 THANKSGIVING WEEKEND! I'm so excited to go bAck home to my family and stuff myself ^.^ I'm about to gain some serious pounds >.< oh wells! as long as i'm happy! Well, i remember back when i was in elementary school, we made hand turkeys and wrote what we were thankful for. I just remembered what i wrote and im still thankful for them.
I am thankful to have friends and family by me.
I am thankful to have a house to live under to keep me warm.
I am thankful to have clothes on my back since ... i dont have money to be new clothes.
I am thankful to be going to college and doing college stuff.

well, yeah... this holiday's meaning has been clouded by these after holiday sales *cough* Black friday *cough* and it's nice to feel this true meaning of this holiday.

Chapter 12 reflectionz

In chapter 12, i realized that im dont have a solid idea for my career. Everything is moving too fast and nothing has caught my interest. I chose business as my major but i dont really like it now. it is really boring and i lack the motivation to continue it. I also enjoy art and engineering and i would love to switch to one of those to my major but i might regret it. Life is too complicated at this point. There is too much giong on in my life right now. The remedial english class is putting alot of stress on my idea of school that i value my beliefs than my career. As long as im happy, im fine whether rich or poor. My self management skills are very inconsistent. I can be very helpful in a group if im motivated enough but i cant hold the group back from full potential. I hate this part of myself the most. I know what i do wrong but i cant fix it. I dont have my own determination or motivation to push myself to change into someone better.

Due to boredom and procrastination, check my first random video :P Was bored

It's been a Longg Time....

It's been awhile since I last blogged besides school work. School has been okay. People are picking classes now and i got last priority. That sucks so much... sigh all my classes is gonna be gone and i will end up taking so stupid class that i dont even need. BLAHH >.< sigh. anyways, it's really cold in SJ right now. Just started blowing my nose. I hope i don't get sick now. After chilling with my friends and family that has been infested with swine flu, SARS, HIV, etc, i have yet to get sick ^.^ quite an achievement for me. so yeah.

I officially started working this weekend in this coffee shop in san francisco. It's on Mason and O' Farrell in a parking lot :/ weird place for a coffee shop in my opinion. as i was saying, my first day was already. I practiced steaming milk, making coffee drinks and all sorts of other stuff. I give props to all those 1337 baristas out there. It's harder than it looks. so yeah, i tend to work the night shift so its pretty dull. There was a rush at one point but that was it. I hope the shop succeeds. >.< sigh... Closing the store is pretty long too. took almost 2 hours to close... wtf?! ehh... when i finally do it on my own, ill be faster. >:] mwhaahah gonna be the greatest barista in the wizzorld!

After work, went to my buddy's place, vincent. Suppose to hang out with felipe and randi to but sean had to be a fag (south park term) so they went home.... blah. sO i played Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2. That game is the best game ever.... so far. The graphics are amazing and the variety of guns and perks seems endless ^.^ i drowned myself in that FPS world. guns and explosions! who wouldnt enjoy that?! sniping was cool too. Never enjoyed it because i dont have that "slight of hands" you feelz? so yeah... Ended up leaving 3 o clock in the morning and went home. IT WAS GOD FORSAKEN COLD... OMFGOSH... I WAS SHIVERING WHEN I WAS WALKING >.< I DONT LIKE WINTER.

OH YEAH!! ~~*HAPPY BIRTHDAY RANDI!!!*~~

So yeah, Nothing much changed. I decided to blog today was because it is actually the 5th month that wendy and i initiated to be "siblings". Cant really forget an important day such as this huh? usually people arent really obsessive with monthly anniversaries because... too be honest, it kind of a hassle. but hey, she's my sis; a cool, awesome, little sister. I like being obsessive over this date. i wish her the best in school (as always) and hope she's happy and making new friends (she is at loner status atm :p) So this section is dedicated to you, wendy.

It's really now and i need sleep. I'm getting sick from this freezing weather (broken heater) and i am going to wear a bajillion layers of clothes before i hop in (literally) bed. sigh.... goodnight fellow blog readers. thanks for reading. SUBSCRIBE! yay!!!

Chapter 11 reflections

In my self assessment of ranking money, money is somewhat a high priority in my life. Without money, you cant do much around in this world can you? I do enjoy walks on the beach, strolls through the park, and watching the sunset but they all have a limit. Everything extra curricular needs that dough to expand the fun! for instance, Bowling. I would pay around 25 bucks just for a good time bowling. TO get that money, gotta have a job. So my priorities would be making money then excitement in my life. Family and friends comes first though hands down. The Compulsive Spender assessment shows that im not a compulsive spender. not to be stereotypical but i am very cheap. I havent bought new clothes in a year. The only new clothes i get is from volunteering at marathons or something. CHEAP should be my middle name. The second reason why i dont spend that much is that i dont have money. PERIOD. when i do have money, i have many urges to buy new shoes, games, and other non necessities. I am currently worried about my money problem. College is really taking a toll into my debt and im not sure if college will actually help me get a better job. I know some people who actually still paying off their college tuitions..... sigh.... I sucks so much to not have the money to go to college. TY for grants and loans. They can be tricky sometimes.

TIpz AnD triX!
Get Sleep! When you are fully rested, you tend to learn better!

poiuytr>.<

My group experience was not what i expected literally. they didnt inform when they were filming or anything. I think working alone would have been a better choice on my end.

Keep your possessions safe.